T Minus 11 Days

I can't believe that I will be leaving Arizona in just 11 days.  It still seems surreal.  Things are going pretty well, I suppose.  As well as they can be.  It's a crazy roller coaster of emotions for me, that's for sure! One minute I'm excited to be back in WA, and the next I'm overwhelmed with sadness at leaving behind my life here.  I am blessed with wonderful, amazing friends, a job that I truly enjoy going to, and it's sunny here nearly every single day.  I know that I'll ultimately be happier back home.  But it does still hurt. 

Hubs & I remain friendly.  I do still consider him one of my best friends for sure.  I truly hope that we'll be able to remain friends with this is all said and done.  I'll admit that there are awkward times... like we're stuck in our normal routines, but it sometimes feels like we're pretending.  Pretending to be this normal married couple or something.  I don't know how to explain it.  It's really quite odd, to be totally honest.

Friday night was the first of many "goodbye" get togethers.  I can honestly say I have not laughed that hard in a VERY long time. Copious amounts of alcohol were consumed, we kicked up our heels on the dance floor (quite literally for a couple of us) and laughed so very hard, and so very much.  My face hurt from constantly laughing.  Good times for sure. 

This week I have lots of packing to do.  Hubs is going to WA to see his parents, so I'll have the house all to myself.  Yay! :) Of course, I likely won't be home much, but it's nice to know that my last weekend here in AZ will be filled with fun, and not melancholy at our failed marriage. 

I hope to be a little more diligent at blogging... I'm sure it'll remain sporadic for a bit, but once I'm settled, I hope I'll get back to some sort of regularity. 

Until then..